Last summer, the
small group I co-led went through David Platt’s book, Radical. That study quickly wrecked my lofty Christian metaphors
and spiritualized motifs and instead demanded practical and courageous
Christ-like living. Platt argues that while God does call us to teach others to
“obey everything [Jesus] commanded [us],” there is another half to the Great
Commission, the “go” part. “Therefore go and make disciples of all
nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of
the Holy Spirit” (Matt 28:19-20). That part requires a lot more intentionality
and proactivity.
The more I dug into
the Gospel (God’s goodness, my sin and rebellion, Christ’s substitution and
sacrifice, and my response to that), the more I wanted to share it. This desire
led me to travel with my church on a vision trip to Bangkok, Thailand in August
of 2011. While there, we walked through a red light district; we played with
children in the slums; we taught English. We stood at the top of the Baiyoke
Tower, the tallest building in Bangkok, and looked over a city with a
population twice the size of New York City and where less than 1% of them are
believers. That is spiritual darkness.
We returned from the
trip a week later, but I felt changed. I still love the ministry I do in
America. I love the girls I’ve been able to invest in; I love serving under my
college pastor and I love being a part of a church that takes the Gospel
seriously. I serve in quite a few ministries, but I am not irreplaceable. There
are so many people who could fill my
role here in America. A lot of women love Jesus and can lead a small group...
But I kept wondering, who will tell the Thai women? There are so few
missionaries there. How will those
people hear about their Father who desperately loves them and desires to have a
relationship with them?
God has used this
short-term trip to grow something much deeper in my heart, a conviction that I
cannot love the gifts more than the Giver. I cannot love small groups more than
lost sheep. I cannot keep saying that God’s heart is for the nations and then
sit by while nations live and die without knowing the truth of Jesus Christ.
So I’m going. I’m
going back to Thailand to live out the Gospel in a cross-cultural context. I’m
not super-spiritual, or super-talented, or super-anything. I’m just available.
I don’t have it all figured out and I don’t have all the answers. I do know, though,
that my Father goes to the lost, the nations and the “least of these,” so I
want to follow Him and do the same.
I depart on June
11th; to follow my journey, visit: www.lizinbangkok.blogspot.com
"How, then, can
they call on the One they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the
One of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone
preaching to them?" -Romans 10:14
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